I never thought that it will all come down to this.
I feel like I have just been a snail in this race. I am late. People have been here, and left already. It's not like it's all empty now. It's just that I have been late. I always knew that this will happen in time, people lose interest in things all the time. People develop their own priorities, and refine their interests as they move along in life. So did I.
But.. I never thought I would stay away from such a thing for so long. I already have developed the phobia of new things - there must be some fancy name for that. I already feel like a struggle to learn new things. I thought this would never happen. But it's happening. Although at this point, I can fight back in the hope to regain my curiosity and my thirst to learn 'new' things. This optimistic feeling is the only thing keeping me going..
Only time will tell.. Let's wait and see...
